Facing Frustrations

It’s this thought,

that as much as I try

to make my own experiences

create my own network

and find contentment in the unknowns,

it’s been there for you.

You grew up with all the comfort:

a consistent education system,

a father and mother

who continues to cocoon you

as you were when you were born,

a home in the city

with views of skyscrapers

and a haven

compared to the city I find across.

It’s the way your life is set,

and if it’s not,

you got a seat

that takes you to the next step,

while I have to keep searching.

A stream coursing through a path

where it can be so cold

or run so fast.

I search for warmth on my own,

learn to take on what enriches me

and keep flowing to the calm.

I want to say I appreciate my hardships,

that they make me more

“independent”

“resilient”

but damn,

it really must be so nice

to be born

never having to advocate for yourself.